sHe HaS mOvEd On... I'm gLaD fOr HeR bUt OcCaSiOnALLy StiLL tHiNk oF hEr...

Another "ranting"

2007-01-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

Tuesday (300107)
Woke up before 8 and started to pack for everything for tml book in... In the evening met AK,DH,Bird and Kavi at CityHall... Long time never see Kavi... lol... Shocking... Went to have dinner at NYNY... Treat Kavi tt... But I paid for all of them den they pay me back... lol... Total for all of us was $129... Den Kavi still wanna eat desert so we went walked around to MS... Anderson there ate... But I didn't... No appetite... Although it was just a simple dinner of catching up, it was good to see one another again... Just tt the 3 guys were not as "close" as like before... I see somebody oso like dunno wad to say too... Wondering izit the liking feeling was still there or being awkward... Haiz...

Wednesday to Friday (310107 to 020207)
Booking in...Gosh... Was like so damn sleepy and tired... Must have been cos of the previous late night I had... ARGH!!! But its okay... Take invisble duty but then continued to 1300... Okay lah... The whole 2 days... Today dismounting also cant go home yet cos standby... Waited for Staff... Went thru revision on ROE... Dismissed at 1130... Me, Ben, Clement and Wei Hong took cab... At fers called but so long den got cab wanna take us and when got a cab answered to our on-call, another cab just happened to dropped off another personnel so we saved our $2.50... lol... Went CP KFC eat... No one at there so sian... Den went walked around before bidding goodbye with Ben and WH as I needed a haircut... When on way back at the int got pple stopped me... Again for insurance thingy... Trying to "dumped" the shirley I think but she very chatty... Lied to her gotta book in and all and gave my old contact number... But... The most c*ck thing I think I did was saying that my name was "Rian" and not "Ryan"... lol... PS2 still havent find one buyer... Haiz... By next weekend still no news will be going to the shop alr... For wad? To sell it away lah...

Saturday to Tuesday (030207 to 060207)
Totally disappointed... First day was fine... It's juz the 2nd day... Morning wanna join Cal they all go gym but juz happened to have duty at the timing they wanna go... So, I msg someone if he wanna swop... Waited till lunch time den said dun wan... Den asked another F*cker he oso dun wan... See them now I totally dun even wanna response to them... Noe wad reasons they gave? The one I sms said, "very good to do... Dun wanna change"... The other said, "wanna watch tv"... @#$%^... Damned pissed... Then at night when I do duty I see the one whom I sms in the car going to gym... Can imagine how pissed I was?

After duty went to bath... WOW!!! Damn cold... 1plus in the morning lor... Abt 2 like tt den retire to bed... Woken up by KP whenever he moved... Haiz... Some more his alarm rang so long oso nv wake up... I still tot was whose... Went to V1 earlier by 10mins as CJ happened to wanna go toilet... After all, my duty oso at there... Ended duty and changed into civi attire asap as we gotta rush... The bus was alr waiting for us outside pass office... The bus dropped us off at Safra Tampines where we have our SQN Anniversary... 3 games of bowl plus 2 games of pool plus buffet... Not bad lah... Score for bowl is one of the highest i ever had... Afterall, long time no play alr... 319... Lost to 1SG Eric although fers 2 games I won him by 31 points... lol... Really enjoyed myself... Too bad lucky draw I didnt win anything... Came back via 27 wif Ben, XQ, Clement and WH...

Wednesday (070207)
Accompanied Ben to CP to buy some clothings... He super rich till go buy levi's jeans without thinking... lol... Me had to watch my spendings but I cant find the type of pants wif cargo pants color type... haiz... Den had lunch at yoshinoya...

One major exercise

2007-01-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

Monday (220107)
Went back Base for standby... Rotting for like nearing 6hrs before Staff Pek came and revise with us for 5 mins lesson... WTH... Den after tt did chin-ups and push ups den dismissed... Waste of time... I, Ben, Clement and Wei hong took 89 back but Ben and Clement alighted at Pasir Ris... Me went Wei Hong went Compas point walked ard look for games... And see girls... lolz... Jkjk... Had KFC for dinner... Long time never eat... At first still tot of buying supplies to bring in tml cos will be staying in for 6days but find it useless leh... Oso, Cold storage oso sell so expensive...

Tuesday to Friday (230107 to 260107)
Book in... Haiz... Thinking of 6days in will be so bored... Some more with the immatured shift 4 pple... Haiz... They were making so much noise in the bunk lor... Dunno how to think and spare a tot for the others... Unlike us... Den oso not enuf beds... My duty was like on IRF or P2 or standby... WTH... Straight for dunno how many hours... Sleep oso no bed or if got oso cant get to sleep or sleep peacefully...

By right supposed to go home on Mon morning de... But I think they see us tired so try to let us go back rest after the "grand finale"... Took cab wif Ben, Wei Hong and Clement back... Think too tired alr... Cant concentrate on typing anymore... Some more tml have to book in... Haiz... But... But but but... I'm happy for one thing... Promoted to LCP wef 160107... Haven't went to take my rank yet... lol...

Saturday to Monday (270107 to 290107)
Took over shift 4 and was like so bored lor... 2 weekend like nothing to do... Monday was so busy... Not cos everyone came back to work... But some major events going on... Appointment holders were around... The rover dropped us at Expo where me, ST, Ben, 2LT Ken, Calvin took train but ultimately we dropped off at diff station... The SKians went to have breakfast at Mac cos Ben wanna wait for HP shop to open but in the end not open we left cos I in a rush as I, KP, WS will be going to Base to take our rank and den to beach road... Later we went to MS cos KP wanna take his MP3... Went to Yishun to see game den to AMK cos decided to go to the new K box... Not bad lah the place... Got me, KP, WS, Clement, Ben... Left at 2230... Reached home at 2315... Tired sia... Haiz...

Updating the same old thing again...

2007-01-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

Monday to Tuesday (150107 to 160107)
Morning went to Base for Safety Talk by CO, OC, S3... After that went back to East and embark on our duty again... Ended quite late... First 8 went back to T/O them... Me was asked to be V Comm... Shocked lor... Giant was driving but was quite slow lah... Think is abt petrol or wad... Recently find that whenever I do V1, sth will happen... Den at night always hear me comm here and there... Haiz... More or less like this lor...

Wednesday to Thursday (170107 to 180107)
Finally book out again... This life may seemed dull but what can I do? Came back and rot rot rot... At camp always cant sleep well... The shift 4 had safety talk and they came back at around 11 plus... We went to help moved the cupboards and debrief den load up... We went to Bedok Mkt to eat... Got Nigel, Ivan, Eugene, Jian Hao, Me, Wei Hong, Mak, Richard, Sgt Lau and Chua, Alvin... Richard came later as he was at CGH earlier on... After that I, WH, Richard, sgt lau and JH went to see comics and took 87 back home... Sgt Lau stayed at Hougang I now den noe... But when he alight I dint noe as I had fallen asleep...

Friday to Sunday (190107 to 210107)
Book in again... Very bored... Very sian... Very moody I felt... Although duty was fine, I think it was because of the ICT personnels are in and staying in that made me felt moody... First, we had nothing much to talk in common, except for girls... Second, we had no enough beds... Although we had moved some from Base but the ICTs just sleep on some of our beds then left us with no bed to sleep after our duty... Mak had slept on my bed cos 1 ICT slept on Ivan's, Ivan slept on Mak's den he slept on mine... So I was like sleeping at pantry for 2hrs plus until my whole body went numb cos lacked of blood circulation... Went to chat wif Clement at office until Ben came out and I went to sleep on his bed...

Saturday was quiet... The ICT doing duty wif me was chatting wif another ICT... Its ok... I had music to accompany me for 3hrs can alr... Den they all "buay zi dong"... 0700 all muz wake up to do area cleaning but they leave their things ard I vacuum until siao cos muz move tis move that... Also nv help out... I mean, help a bit lah... Not as thou they had nv use any of the facilities there... Haiz... The transport we took out dropped us off at Bedok Road... Was like WTH... Had to walk out to Tanah Merah station after we bought drinks... I and Ben took to Pasir Ris while Wei Sheng took to Tampines... The others were Westbound... Went to buy breakfast before taking 88 back home... Reached back home at ard 1000... Haiz... Tml still got standby training... So tired...

Another week just gone like tt...

2007-01-06T16:44:00.000+08:00

Sunday to Tuesday (070107 - 090107)
Went to take a cab at Tanah Merah MRT to go in... Duties was fine... Just felt that the weather got hot more easily... Tuesday book out... Can already imagine going home and rot for 1 and half day again... Haiz... But then, last minute after being brief tt time, was told we got standby... ARGH!!! By staff and got lessons... In the afternoon after lunch some more... So we were like rotting for half a day in camp "zuo bo"... He came late some more... Left at 1645 like tt... Went to Bedok with Richard and Wei hong to see comics where later we took 87 back home...

Wednesday (100107)
Woke up early due to some toilet works... No... Not toilet works but throwing of toilet tiles at downstairs by workers... F**king Che*by... Haiz... Went to have breakfast at Mac and den went to withdraw money... Other than tt, did nth alr...

Thursday to Saturday (110107 - 130107)
Duty was fine... Take over was very long... Rained like hell... The whole place near V1 was flooded... Many just went straight to V2... Haiz... Comms till scared... The CPLs were back cos got audit... Not just them... Even shift 4 seniors were around... We passed the test thats all I heard... Good lor... Book out went lonbang Nigel's car to ferry terminal where I took cab down to BPS... $15 sia... Haiz... Hopefully get more recruits... Came back with Anson taking 156... Wished to continue to be active back in Scouts... Can I? What has reali happened previously? I mean, iszit cos of someone that I became less active? I had no idea and dun wish to think abt it...

A new yr... But will it really new for me?

2007-01-02T12:20:00.000+08:00

Monday to Tuesday (010107 - 020107)
Came back from duty but was rotting totally at home... Come to think of it, I'm used to it... Everytime out of camp go home and never go out... Haiz...

Here I am, blogging... Serving the net... Chatting with a Girl Guide from HSS... Browsing throught Friendster blah blah blah... Almost like a routine whenever I'm at home... Everybody so busy with their studies, work, other friends, bf/gf... Haiz...

Wednesday to Thursday (030107 - 040107)
Book in in the morning again... Also, its a date I tried to avoid thinking as its her birthday... Why am I still think of her occasionally? I wonder... Oh well... I'm just a jerk... Luckily on her birthday itself I on duty... Msg her, wrote letter and all she doesn't even wanna reply me... Obviously she was trying to avoid me and want no contact with me... Can understand that after how much I hurt her...

Friday (050107)
Morning prepared to book out... Another 2 days gone just like that... Haiz... And I'm back to my same old routine... But I went back BPS for scouts... In my uniform because some items were missing from my Scouts uniform... Many thought I was NCC... Mind you... I'm a boy scouts... They had a campfire meant for Sec 1s... Only 4 express classes intake... WTH... Haiz... After that, it rained for a while but then I waited for them till so hungry that I left... Took till her house bus stop there change to another bus... The connection still bit something wrong leh... Haiz...

Duty and Rot... And HappyNew Year

2006-12-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

Monday (251206)
Totally rotting like hell at home... ARGH!!!

Tuesday to Thursday (261206 to 281206)
Tue morning again the bus wasn't punctual... Also don't know what is really wrong... Haiz... Did duty of course... Drills also... Had a heart attack sia when sleeping suddenly hear that...

Thurs morning after duty went for briefing... Then took transport to Expo station where I and Kian Heng waited for Calvin... I and Calvin took train to Bedok where we took 87 back while K H took to Aljunied... Went for a short nap and woke up an hour later because meeting the others at PS to watch Death note 2... First day screening so many people... Of course also lots of "xiao meimei" to see... lol... 4.5 stars out of 5 lah... After that we accompanied KP to Creative shop because his MP3 something wrong but can only collect half an hour later so we went to have dinner at Pastamania... One of the server... Find her quite cute but she never serve our table... Haiz... After that we went walked around... Me, WS and KP went to Potong Pasir to collect car... Den we were like lost along the way... lol... They drove to their house at Yishun where I later took over to drive back...

Later in the evening went fetch David and bird off from work... Went for a drink then had to drive David back to Orchard... Was like WTH loh... So tired already and it was like nearing 3 in themorning when I reach home...

Friday (291206)
Woke up at 0645 and prepare myself... Went fetch WH, Ben den Calvin at the church and waited for KP they all so we can go in together to HQ to collect pass... At pass office was like waited so long and Mohawk saw us and was like showing us his attitude asking why we never come for SB when we ourselves didn't hear any info from PC... After that we went to eat and drove back... The rear side mirror F sia... Before eat nothing happen... Come back wanna drive off that time I den realized it dropped off... Continue driving back and then get Shuling to bring me to workshop to have it fixed... $5 sia... Haiz... Came back took my long awaited nap...Waited for the who to collect back the car was like so long...

Saturday to Sunday (301206 to 311206)
No transport in so I and WH met up at SK to take cab there... At first was wanna go Tanah Merah den take but me kinda lazy lah... Haha... Reached there quite early... OC came and left after wishing us happy new yr... Actually, I dun mind if I had to stay in camp during such days... Weekend was very quiet so we had more rest than duty... We few times went out to get things in to countdown of the new yr... We countdown together as a shift... Felt special as its the first time... Oh ya, my hp was like so dead lor... Haiz... On the morning of the new yr (010107), the last to left was me, Ben, Cal, Ah hao, Richard, SGT and PC... Richard and SGT took till Bedok while me and Ah hao took train where I switched to NEL... Basket sia... Everytime came back to sleep so much... Haha...

Mount duty but still under OJT... Haiz...

2006-12-20T16:46:00.000+08:00

Monday (181206)
At about 0615 left the house and made my way down to Ben's house the bus stop because he's booking a cab as he got 2 big bags to carry and taking bus and train will definitely cause a problem. Reached base at around 0715... We shared the cost definitely ($5 ea)... We wasn't the earliest as KP, Wei Sheng was there already with Richard right behind us... Went through some briefings, placed our bags at designated area, check schedule and went to duty place... Before that PC said out 5 names who had been "randomly" choosen to go for P226 IMT the next day and me and Calvin were in... Was like, "GOSH!!!" I knew what was going to happen because I had faced a problem in IMT and no problem at live range...

Back to topic, me, KP & Calvin went to do V1 from 0845 to 1300... After that lunch and tried to catch some nap which finds it hard as its quite cold... Me and Calvin got another duty at V2 in the evening so after dinner, rest a while and we went to duty... During that time, the others had drills... After our duty we also do but was like being pissed having to "semula" all the time and unable to meet their expectation... PC told the 5 of us involved in P226 that there will be transport to Base after midnight so we were like trying not to sleep but it kept raining non stop...

Tuesday (191206)
By the time the tonner came to fetch us to Base was already 0215 like that... Befoire it came we slept at safari bed outside our bunk... Went to sleep straight away after we reached... Not long later, about 0250, they had turnout... ARGH!!! After that we slept till 0615 or so and went to wash up before breakfast because bus will be bringing us to Maju Camp at 0730 like that... Performance was as what I expected... After that went to canteen to have some bites before going back... Reached back Base at 1230 and waited for transport back... Went bathed and slept till 1615 where the vehicle was on the way... Reached back camp checked for our duty and did nothing till dinner... Me and Calvin did the same duty as last night, same place same timing... lol... Same thing happened as last night... They had drills... After our duty we also have drill...

Wednesday (201206)
Early morning at about 0415 we had drill... ARGH!!! After what seems like hours of "torturing" because my body kept shaking from the coldness... Catched about an hour of sleep after that and woke up to prepare myself for duty... Did until the next shift came and was like rushing non stop as we are dismounting... Tml will be standby and must be at Base by 0800... Reached home at about 1045 and took a nap at 1245 till 1640... So refreshed... Haha...

Thursady (211206)
Here I am... Blogging so early after what seemed like eternity... Woke up and do some clearing of my things... Realized so many things can't be worn and had collected so much rubbish... Hmm... Whole day had stayed at home just hoping to get more or should I say, sufficeint rest because its still not going to be easy when we're still under the seniors... Turnout, bomb threat, fire drill is what has been running in my head since and even in my sleep I can wake up thinking that it was turnout when I thought I had heard some alarm ringing... Going nuts man!!!

By right I'm supposed to go Base for standby but ytd message was being passed down that we all no need... Think it has something to do with the anniversary... Still thought need to report den can rent car... Basket!!! Long time never drive think next time handling manual car will have problem... Haiz... Was calculating when is my duty, standby and off day and realized that on 30th & 31st Dec happens to be my duty day... Great!!! The clique's chalet can't go already... Haiz... Sians... Think our distance has gone very wrong... Like, what has happened to them and me we all don't know about it and we never even update one another... Maybe it was better this way because I somehow felt that we will have an "awkward" situation when we meet up... I mean, now that I'm the only one in the clique in NS, there's nothing in common we can talk about... Tml will have to report back to camp by 0800... Gosh!!! Started to be very scare of my life for the next 18 months...

Friday (221206)
It's Yonghua's birthday... lol... Happy birthday... Anyway, today I'm booking in... Had developed a phobia now... A phobia of booking in... Every night sure being F upside down... Its not that we don't want to do our best but every now and then we sure cropped up somewhere... Wonder how... Duty was fine for me... At least to me lah... Also nothing big happen... Oh ya... The free shuttle came so long... By right first bus should come at 0715 but both came at 0730... Was like waiting for so long lor... Then the bus was like suspension free... Every now and then at the back we were like as though making love sound... lol... Bumpy ride you can say...

Saturday to Sunday (231206 to 241206)
Only V1 and V2 on duty... Because its a weekend... Very quiet... Afternoon had drills... After that we had soccer... Few played... After dinner we failed again... Did till 2030 then I and Weisheng went to our duty area... Continue with next duty... Went to sleep after duty... Very sleepy... Woke up at 0630 because gotta do area cleaning... Appointed as toilet cleaner... lol... Book out at 0830... Took cab to Bedok then went to take 87 back home...

OJT loh...

2006-12-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

OJT has finally started for me... And I will be going to CAB (E)...

Monday (111206)
Reached AETI at 0800... Was rotting for like 90minutes... CSM came and we took our photo... Later went to settle into bunk... I took Don's bed... lol... Lunch we had at 702 before we came back... I mean, today we get to book out... Was like WTH... Haha... We left after dinner...

Tuesday (121206)
Report at 0755 but I came early because I knew Richard will be early... Reached Pass office he sms... As though I had expected him to... lol... Went to 702 again but had our both meals there... Because it was raining heavily...

Wednesday (131206)
More or less same as Tuesday... Just that we get to go orientate CAB (E) while others went at W...

Thursday (141206)
Reached CAB (E) at 0900 or so... PC briefed us on some basic knowledge again so call like refresh... Den we start our shadowing... I, Calvin, Ben and KP in one group... First went V1, den V2... Calvin went to P in the later part... Other that we went to do our drills... We were being F**ked up... Haiz... PC expected us to do better... We sure want... Afterall, we got the best platoon... Left at 2215... Came back do drills with W and we were like so pissed with some SGT... How can we at E do with W when they doesn't even came to E and do...

Friday (151206)
Around same time reached... More or less same as ytd... Just that Weisheng is together with us... Same formation as ytd also... Drills had some minor improvement lah... Left at 2230... Came back and again same as ytd... So "du-lan" lor... Can't wait to get my ass off from W... Not away with my friends but the SGT... Just because at W don't have E SGTs think can torture us... Always turnout and fire drill... Worst than E...

Saturday (161206)
Woke up at 0600... Had breakfast den SIB till lunch... After lunch continue SIB till 1500 den can book out... Was like so damn sian lor... PC had said we can left but the W SGT doesn't know... Took cab with Ben and Steve... Had dinner at Swensen with sis and spent $41.00 (rounded value)...

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POP lor... Celebration after posting

2006-12-09T04:52:00.000+08:00

At last... 12 weeks of training has finished and I'm officially passed out as a RP... Glad to be still in CAB but not don't know is which part I'm in...

Monday (041206)
Had went for rehearsals for POP in the morning slightly about 0930 till lunch time... After lunch we spent whole afternoon doing nothing... After dinner, we got nights out... Me and my section mates went to Downtown East to play Pool and I had a little bit of drink... Hey, its "LIMONYA" only... With 5% and yet I don't know why I felt my head heavy when reached back camp when "E33" contains 8% I had no problem... Was like WTF... I, Ben, KP, Liang & Anson took bus back while the others had left earlier via cab... Haiz... The girl at the cake shop... Find her quite cute... Lol...

Tuesday (051206)
A special day... Morning we had nothing on... After lunch rested a while then went for rehearsal which is about 1400... Rehearsed till dinner time where our platoon not many ate much... Because we wanna leave our stomach for the pizzas... Wahahaha... Still remember the total amt very clearly ---> $315.90... My section had ordered 6 regular pizzas of different flavours and 4 10 pieces of drumlets... Why so many pizzas? They had promotion for 2 pizzas for the price of one mah... Although can nights out again, my section decided not to because don't have Vitamin M...

Wednesday (061206)
Totally no rehearsal... Whole day SIB...

Thursday (071206)
POP... Morning went for rehearsals for wet weather... As the forecast said there will be showers in most part of Singapore... Our performance was not very good so was like being reprimanded lots of times... Came back for lunch after leaving rifles at the place and went back for afternoon rehearsal at about 1500... New instruction is will be doing march in and all and the dark clouds had went away... Photo taking and rushing back to return arms... Nights off... Few had stayed back in but not from my platoon... The last platoon to leave... We got the "Best Platoon", "Company Best" & "Platoon Best" were given to Chee Yang... Think SGT Haman at BMT if he knows abt it will be happy... Sad that although Calvin is the 2nd best in platoon didn't get the award... Haiz... Reached home about 2145...

Friday (081206) to Saturday (091206)
Have to book in latest by 0800... I woke up at 0530 and reached CAB at 0645... Was intending to have cup noodles when when I went up, the key was not in place... Was like WTH... Another time... Luckily Calvin had said he's still on the way so I waited but my stomach is so hungry that I decided to climb in via the windows... Took out 2 panes from my side and climbed in... It was later found that the key was on top of Liang's cupboard... He had forgotten to put it back... Morning we didn't do anything... Some store clearing and area cleaning... Went for lunch... Didn't know must bring beret... Haiz... Afternoon continue SIB... Fall in back at 1540 for debrief and posting results... Dismissed at 1715... Took cab with Ben and Clement... Now my section from 11 persons becomes 7... Jaster, Liang, Don & Manoj... Sad... Wished that my section will remain together because I long believe that my section in the whole platoon is the most united (except someone)... Somehow I felt that someone who are staying in CAB shouldn't be still here but still remains here because he sure does have an attitude I doubt he even noticed... Haiz... Whatever...

Had only about 15minutes for me to prepare to go out as me and my section will be meeting up to go have steamboat at Marina... Met Ben at SK Station at 1815 and we both reached Marina at 1850 where KP reached at 1900... We 3 went to book place at the ZhenFa... Paid for the rest first... Liang, XQ, Calvin didn't came... Haiz... Anson and Man was late... We had fun where we had a short time in arcade... We left at 2230 and made our way to Cineleisure K Box... $28 per pax... Sang till I brain freezed because the air con was damn freaking cold... Some more wearing basketball shorts and a tee only... Only me, Ben, Jaster, Don, KP & Kaiting went but me, Ben was wearing slippers... By right we supposed to sing till 0300 but no one needed the room so we decided to continue to 0600... But me and Ben, think too cold for us to stay on or too tired, left at 0425 and took a cab back... David was also at the K Box... With some of the Mandarin Banquet staffs... Haiz... Been long time since I contacted them...

Saturday (091206)
At home rotting... Haiz...

Sunday (101206)
Woke up at 0915... Whole family not at home because they went to Malaysia... Haiz... Went out to have a few games of pool with Shuling... Then went to AMK West Town Park the new Mac... Saw David there... Not we saw... He saw us... Haha... Think from last month until now I don't know I bumped onto him how many times le... We stayed till 1545 then went to Shuling house downstairs to play badminton... Abt 1800 den leave home... Went CP withdraw money for coming bills... Sians...

Total spending of the week:
Nights out : $10.85
Course Tee (our section only) : $27
Pizza : $10
Photo : $9
Taxi fare : $20
Outing with section mates : $42
Sunday : $85.35
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Total : $204.20

There's something CJ said that I had not wish it will happen but it has... Not now... Next yr if no recruitment for BPS Lightning Scouts, will have to close down... I don't want that... But I don't think I'll be able to go down for the registration and orientation... Haiz... What can I do to help? Will somebody help us?

5 more days

2006-12-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

Can't believe it... 5 more days and I'll officially pass out as a RP... It's a thursday... Tuesday and we'll be getting something which we don't get to do... Wahahaha...

Anyway, for the past 6 days, it's fun... Went to Pasir Laba Camp for 2 times... Where we had chemical drills and PLT Live... It was a last training where me and my section mates get to chiong together because whether or not we're together after POP is an issue... Sad that K T Tan wasn't in any of our section as he went to report sick on the dry run... K L Tan also... He was on Attend C when we came back in the evening of the day... Haiz... Anyway, it seemed that he's on permanently on status... It was also the only week where my boots doesn't shine at all... Haha...

Along with the week, I had msg someone... Telling someone to get angry with me... (For wad f right u gonna ask? Some issues...)... She had no reason to be angry but I think she has if she knows about the reason behind it... Haiz... Will see about that...

Book out on 021206 at 1900... Reached home at 1950... Went to have a hair cut... Must be a good soldier if not RSM won't be happy... Then went to buy some stuffs... Withdrew money also that I hopefully will be enough for the things I need to pay next week... Haiz... Getting broke soon...

One more thing... I still don't understand why always SGTs sure see us... Book in last Sunday 3SG Michael told me he saw me at Marina Sq... I was like huh? Like that also can tell its me... He said what wear nice nice and all... Haiz... Unlike Anson, saw 3SG Chua and walked behind him also don't know... Haha...

Not everytime things goes the way I wish it to

2006-11-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

The whole week I felt that everything is not in place... IPPT re-test for those who failed and those who wanna get better results were held on Thursday... Every static station other than chin-ups I got 5points but if it wasn't for the person in-charge at the chin-ups were so particular, I think everyone would have pass or silver or maybe gold... I myself already has got difficulties in straightening my arms but I had tried my best... In the first place, I had my doubts in taking this re-test because I was not prepared and it was a last minute think... I went on with the encouragements of my section mates and brought along their wishes with me to take the test... F**k up!!! Haiz... Not fated to get $100... The others still felt so relax talking to me... They had no idea why I felt that the $100 or maybe even $200 (if i can get) is so important to me (which I felt is personal issue)... Or maybe my BMT Sect Comm was right... I'm being F**k up...

Shuttle run : 9.6sec
Chin-ups : 6
SBJ : 255
Sit-ups : 53
2.4 : Gave up!!!

In the end, after all the static stations, I gave up on my 2.4km because there's no point... I had aimed for silver but with just only 6 pull-ups, its impossible with or without the 2.4 timing... Fri book out... Had live firing on the day itself... Also had something cropped up... Think only I myself got that problem with that or both the weapon... Lucky Calvin... Got to shoot the rounds... Full of envious... We were back before dinner and made to changed into admin... Had no appetite for it so just drank 2 cups of winter melon... Book out at 2020 because something cropped up with another platoon that caused the delay... But its not their fault fully...

Along with the week, we had, I mean only my and Platoon 4, a lot of time "slacking"... Next week will be the other Platoon already... During this time, my Section had decided on making a Section Tee... Thought of Platoon Tee but the other Sections were not on... Decided on.......................................... ORANGE.......... Wahahaha... Weird? Sure does... But never had that color before... Maybe it should be my first time...

Saturday... Woke up at 0820... A bit packed for me on this day because from 1200 to 1600 will be going with some of my Section mates to Partyworld at Orchard... After which, will be meeting the BMT friends at Marina for Steamboat session and catching up... Actually, not that packed also... Just in case... Met them at Somerset at 1145 latest but I reached at 1130... KP also reached at the same time... Just that we were taking different direction trains... Waited for Anson and Jaster as Ben is meeting us at Heeren while Don is meeting us at the entrance of the PartyWorld... In the end Ben came over and looked for us as we were walking out... First time go singing with them... Don start the ball rolling by singing first... Ben is damn good at David Tao's and Jay's song with all the raps and all... Gosh!!! Didn't know he's that good... We sang till 1555 with the last song Jaster choose which last about 10 minutes...

It was drizzling... We went to Heeren then Cineleisure because Ben wanted to look for cards... Bide goodbye at Emerald... Took train down to Marina Square where I remembered Ning Jie is working at there (Just that I don't know which shop but luckily Ling told me)... Can't believe that even standing bit of distance also able to tell its me... Had a quick chat because I thought I saw somebody's face damn black behind her... Went to took a train down to Marina Bay to meet cyril, Xue Yang, Kelvin, Yu Huang, Chee Wei, Jeremy for steamboat... Waited for 10 minutes later Cyril told me to go Bugis instead as there's last minute changes... Was like damn sians... Within 15 minutes I was there... I think I, Kelvin, Cyril and Huang must have waited for half an hour before deciding to go wait for them somewhere else first... Chee Wei was damn late... An hour I suppose... Left 6 of us to go eat... Jeremy never answer our call... The others many also don't know for what F also not coming... I brought them to Purvis Street The Miss Charity Restaurant eat... Damn full but worth it because bill added up was $91.50... We then went meet Ah Pek outside Bugis Street then proceed to walk to Parklane for few rounds of pool and Lan... But hey, I played back Maplestory since I long time never went in... Had forgotten how my character is... Wahahaha... We left at 0105... Had short chat at Taxi Stand before me, Cyril & Yang took NR6 back... Didn't expect within half an hour can reach back...

12 more days to be officially RP... Then straight away OJT... Sians... Don't have bloc leave anymore... Think of the clubbing and Sentosa plan made with own section just like that wasted... Sobs sobs...

Total spending for over the weekends...
PartyWorld : $13
Dinner : $16.50
NR6 : $3
Single Trip Tickets : $2.60
Pool & Lan : $7
Supermarket : $9.35
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Total : $51.45

Love is such a painful issue (or izit)... pondering

2006-11-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

FOREWORD :
Love... Just walk around the streets and ask those couples, married and singles if they know the definition of it... The answers you get? Its about liking someone, sacrifices, trust and many other little secrets between them... How about those recently broke up ones? They will say, cruelty, its painful, money or perhaps sex or other reasons many will choose to forget... It has been brought to attention that out of 30 guys (no matter married, attached, still looking or single), about 25 will say because of sex... So what has happened to mutual respect? Don't ask me... I myself been a guy also doesn't know the answer...

Wondering why all of a sudden I'm talking about this? Funny thing is that I had no idea also... Maybe it's because of those around me...

When you're out with your friends who brings along their stead, somehow you have the urge to ask,"why brought him/her along?" or "why I didn't cherish hard for my last relationship?" With such thinking in mind, you only bring yourself to a stage call "desperation"... Anyone of opposite sex seems closed to you you will take for granted and assumed that he/she likes you... The most embarrassing thing is after you tell them you like that person, you faced "rejection" thus making both of you dropping into an awkward situation...

The part about "cherishing"... During the beginning of a relationship, its so sweet... So sweet that it can led to diabetes... This is what we call the "honeymoon period"... During which usually no one shows their true side... As time goes, the tail (aka true colors) will be revealed... So many took things for granted and neglected the other party's feelings and thoughts when they argue... Time will reveal everything...

Lets change the scenario... This guy here, A, is a very hardworking guy... A diligent, responsible and does his tasks with no complains... All his friends sees him as a cheerful and someone to look up to when faced with a problem... Gone were the days of schooling and now working life... During the course of work, he fell in love with a girl, B... B knew that A likes her and she too likes him but B knew that one of her friends, C, likes A... So, anyone reading this will be able to see it as - A likes B vice versa and C likes A... If C doesn't appear in this situation, many will say its no problem for both of them but its difficult... Both A and B doesn't want to hurt C so B is avoiding A and A has been avoiding C... As a friend, how will you tell any of the party on what they should do?

Another scenario... D has never been in a serious relationship before... She believes that her Mr. Right will be out there somewhere... She has turned down many guys and the reasons she gives are "I only treat you as my friend or bro" or "you're not my type" or "I want to concentrate on my studies"... It sounded silly and senseless but isn't these are the few that girls always give? She just don't want any guy to waste time on her when she wouldn't even take him into consideration... Soon, comes this guy who is extremely good looking, very gentlemen, popular guy but he has no interest in any of the girls... She realised that she's in love with him but she's very shy... Afterall, she felt that she's not good looking... They occasionally exchange a few greetings when they passed by each other... One day, she plucked up her courage and went up to him... Results? It's the first time she knew how it feels to be rejected...

Getting into a relationship is one thing... Maintaining it is another thing... Many look for a long term relationship and hopefully will eventually get married to someone whom they had share their moments together... Best would be first love, everlasting love... How many will wish for that but in the end it never happen? What first love? No one will last that long unless he or she started their relationship real late... No commitment? Lack of communication? Maybe... So what do you think? Some of the common reasons has come to my attention... Guys has to go army (aka National Service)... 2 yrs is not easy to maintain during this period if the foundation is not there yet and also, the guy only gets to meet her up during weekends and the only mode of communication between them during the weekdays is via sms and phone calls... It can be painful for both parties... With that, some girls felt lonely, neglected, and some bastard will make use of this opportunity and get close to the girl and the poor girl fell in love with him and asked for a break up with the current boyfriend who is serving the nation... The poor guy suddenly faces a lack of motivation and blame everything on NS because of it, he lost his beloved... What the guy doesn't know is, if both of them had been truly in love, they will last and pass this stage easily and you knew that she's the one for you... Girls? They felt guys acts immature, flirts around whether or not she's around, always there for his friends but not always for her... So occasionally they will look for someone who is older than them (for maturity level) as it provides so call a sense of "security"... What I just said is not against on anyone... Its from what I heard and listened from all around...

Perhaps, being single isn't a bad thing... You doesn't have to report to any RO (Reporting Officer), do things you like, hangs out with whoever you want, you have all your time and money to yourself... Of course, walking down the streets you see those happy couples you wonder, where's your Mr. or Ms. Right? To get or not get into a BGR (Boy-Girl Relationship) really a question in your mindset... "Will I get hurt?" "Am I going to be committed" and some other questions... So, is it a good thing or bad thing? A happy issue or sad issue? Afterall, love is blind as all of us know... Just one arrow strike from the love cupid and WALAH!!! You fell in love but the other party doesn't... Lovesick can be unavoidable in this society... Face the reality...

In internet, when meeting new people, one will typed - "Someone who loves me for who I am & what I am..." So is that really going to be the case? No one is perfect in this world... Love is not about sex... Love is about finding someone imperfect and love that person perfectly... Never see it as a burden but see it as a challange, a test or exam beyond your limit... Be yourself as lying to yourself is not worth the consequences... Never use money to buy love... It's the sincerity that matters... Give him/her a little surprise once in a while or perhaps some experience (eg. :Doing something special or almost impossible)...

What do we do when being in a relationship let's see...

You buy something that they like hoping to see them smile
You hope to spend more time with them
You do anything for them
You spent lesser time and has been titled "AWOL" by your friends as you hardly around with them

These are some factors I brought up as being quite common... Correct me if I'm wrong in that... There's still many other factors and I'm sure many knows... Secretly in love, liking and being in love... 3 ways that one is attracted to the opposite sex in a sexually or physically way... So which is which? Ask yourself... Check up in the dictionary or internet on "what is love?" When do you know if it's a "liking" or "love" you had for an person? In actual fact, it's not love... Even before starting the relationship, one will say "I like that person", got anyone say "I love that person"? Think carefully... LOVE is the word that you bring up to your mouth when you both are together for quite some time and the power of these 3 words is very powerful... How? Don't ask can because you knew it... Example, both are in a heated argument... Shout here shout there screaming here and there then suddenly one of the party just said "I love you"... Can you imagine that and feel what the other party felt at that instance? Never forget to occasionally say it out, not always, as it so-call acts as an assurance that you still there for him/her...

Often, my friends will ask,"do you believe in true love?" So how true is true? Is there something called "fake love"? I wonder... Perhaps, it means being honest with each other in simple... "Heart broken" or "heartache"... These are expressive words used to describe one's feelings after broken up with their beloved... When the very instance of "let's break... We're aren't meant to be together..." etc is being said, the party suddenly felt like as though a thousands of needles pierced through his/her heart... Sometimes its best to give up when both felt that they're aren't meant for each other... When you got to let go, you got to let go if you want the other to be happy... It's no point to carry on if it keeps on hurting each other... Don't be such a poor kitty and cry yourself to sleep or asked for second chanceor goes around saying you still can't forget him/her... He/she may have given you lots of second chances but you didn't cherish it... Be broad-minded, move on... Take it as memories & never never, I repeat, never say something about the other party which is not true (eg.:He/She is the worst person I ever had as my stead)... Don't forget, if during the course of your relationship, you had shed tears for him/her, you ever wondered have he/her does the same thing? You never know...

Commitment, Trust, Give & take, Sacrifices, Respect, Beliefs, Understanding, Communication, Be yourself (honesty) and lastly Courage is the 10 pointers that I want to bring across to all couples out there and those in love and hope they will remember it... & remember, there must be NO NO NO restrictions... Don't make the other party to feel like is in a cage... This means he/she is not meant to be your right person... Surely no one wants to live their life in such way - to suffer in silence...

Conclusion :
There will always be pros and cons in everything and issues... Just don't be in a rush and take things slowly... Don't make yourself look so desperate... Let time and fate clashes with each other... Hope that the who who is reading this will take it as part of my advice and get my meaning as we been bro for few years and to another that I've haven't stop liking her...

PS : So will you take up this challange? May the power be with you...

A little short history abt myself in case you may be interested can be found on May 2006 first entry...

19 more days and I'm officially passing out as a RP

2006-11-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yes!!! Just 19 more days... Looking forward to tt and is still thinking if I stay on at the West or go over to the East... Had their pros and cons at both sides... I'm having many doubts too... Also have to let the results be known... Yet I'm also praying to get into the GOH Parade... If I get this chance again, its second time I'm participating in NDP... But first time in GOH Contingent and not at National Stadium... Afterall, the first time I got involved was 2001 as Scouts Supporting Contingent...

It was an special week for me... Why? Let's see... We had many theory lessons and a RP theory test... Woohoo!!! I passed!!! Was damn worried cos so many notes and lessons means many things to remember and worst still, I had stucked at few questions and just guess my way through... Don't bother to ask about marks cos I doesn't even know... We had 3 times standby bed... 2 times by RSM... Same day but different timing... And another on the book out day itself... The 2 times we passed... Of the whole platoon, only my section passed... All credits goes to my Section mates... Good job!!! But sad to say, on the book out day itself, we had to drop 10... I'm sorry guys... It's my fault as a Section IC to do my part in pulling the sheets... 5 for that and another 5 was for the bag of plastic bags we used as garbage bag were left aside... Think wasn't cut out to be one good leader after Secondary school...

Someone's birthday passed... Just yesterday... I sent a sms to wish her happy birthday and asked about how she spent her day... Was half expecting to reply but waited in vain... Never at all... *Sobs* It's ok... After wat I sent quite long time back, its no wonder... Blaming myself for that... ARGH!!!

Book out on Fri at 1930 and went to took 89 wif Ben... Been hard on him... Feeling quite sick... Hope he feels better after seeing doc... Just in time cos when reaching bus stop saw the bus... Wahahaha... Read comic on the way while he was sleeping... Guess too tired huh? Reached back Sengkang was 2020... Went to Compass Point Popular Bookstore to buy a notebook and a pen and went to ATM to withdraw $100 for next coming bills and transferred $60 to Shuling's acc for chalet thingy... Don't think I'll be able to come for that though... Will see about that...

Until then, to be updated... Take care...

Start of RP phase and of cos, catching up...

2006-11-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

Finally... Start of RP phase... Fers week nothing has ever happened... Lectures onli... Been long time since I sat in lecture room for so long and attend lectures... This entry is simple and short...

Saturday (111106)... Went out at 1015... Reached Lavender at 1100 and went to Army Mkt to help Javier buy the things he needed... Den slowly walked to Bugis and den Sim Lim Sq... Was meeting Ben, Liang, Kaiting and Jester at 1230 but I reached 1130... So was like walking around and around... Jester and Kaiting was caught in the rain... Oh man... Y dint the rain come to my camp as it was damn freaking heavy (dun ask abt the weight)... Went wif them to see something... Left at abt 1330... I den took 57 to Bishan... Since still has got so much time before meeting Jav...

Went to buy a sweater from 77th Street... finally... Got something that I wanted... Wahahaha... Den took train down to Khatib... Reached at abt 1600... He, as usual, late... Suppose to meet 1700 since I meeting him at Khatib instead of Sengkang at 1730... Reason, trains' fault... Down service or wat so he took 857... So was like, ok... Count as though meet at 1730... He was late for 20mins... Den went to his house so tt he can put his things and we both went to Vivocity...

Had forgotten wad time we reached there... Damn crowded wif all the shops opened (except few still under renovation)... Was intending to watch a movie but basket... The queue so long... So we went walk around looking for a place to sit down and have our dinner... Walk walk walk until Harbourfront Ctr... Think its "Orient Cafe" or something like tt we had Mee Siam... We den thought of going to Suntec...

Reached Suntec at 2030... We decided tt we should reali watch a movie so no time to go for arcade... Saw David and 2 gals... Hmm... One is Anson's gf... Basket!!! Shout out my name so loud can give heart attack one leh... Fers time oso heard him say off... Not working... WTH??? Haha...
I and Jav watched "Flushed away" at 2130... Quite a very good show... Out of 5 bottles, I give 4.5 bottles... Cos some scenes were like too sudden... The movie ended at 2245... Went to Taxi Stand and waited for more then half an hour... By the time we got into cab and I reached Compass Point was already 2345... Dropped off at there cos muz withdraw money as Jav got not enough... After this, I'm going for a jog... Muz start training for ownself for next IPPT... Kiasu bah can say... Wahahaha...

Total spendings for the day...
Lunch : $4.70
Single trip fare : $3.00
Sweater : $49.90
77th Street member apply : $12.00
Movie : $14.00
Taxi : $16.00
Dinner : $4.60
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Total : $104.20

Gosh!!! High spending rate... Wahahaha...

Finally!!! The worst has passed...

2006-10-28T09:34:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! Earthworm exercise has finished... Back from the most tiring part of our training... It wasn't any fun... To be away from my own bed in my bunk for so long... Although it was for a short period but it was enough to kill... Having to deal wif fatigue, or should I say physical exhaustion and beyond own body limit to do things and keeping ownself awake...

Just sand bags were enough to kill... Needless have to say carry so many bags up and down the slope or road wif each weighing at least abt 3kg or more depending those who were filling the bags wif sand... Human chain doesnt work as it seems to us that every 4 to 5 secs have to carry another bag to pass on...

The rain made things worst... We were digging our shellscripe (ok, I dunno how to spell tt word but i juz guess my way in) halfway when it rain... After it stopped, we went back and many were flooded wif water... The trench and all... Haiz... Those ever went for field camp can imagine how pathetic each can be... Stand-to to stand-down... Weapon along at all times and kena F if caught without it... The most "fun" part is night... The place where we camped can be so so so... Hmm... Up to u to decide... I dint slp... The others in my section had fallen asleep and had at least 3hrs of slp... While I stayed up... Sitting there doing "sentry or guard duty"... After all, my shellscipe were soggy from those mud how to slp in there? Some were lucky enough no nid to build...

Came back at abt 1900... Changed into admin attire... The smell of the bunk, the radio, the bed... Wow... It seems like heaven... Haha... Went for dinner and came back to clean rifle... F**king dirty and muddy... Had to use kiwi and when returning tt time have to oil thickly... Bayonet wasn't any better... Those hard to get rid mud stain... Den went up to change and pack and get ready to book out... Suddenly felt tt after field camp bag or should I say the laundry always seems the most and most heaviest... Came back home alr reaching 2300... Cos book-out timing was 2215... Took cab wif Ben and XQ... Cant believe it man, leg pain, blisters and all have to walk all the way down to Changi Village get cab as along the way so many pple queuing for cab and dunno where the hell is all the cab man... All the time gone missing when we nid them... Haiz...

We too had our IPPT test... Result? I've missed the $100... Haiz... Because...
SBJ : 250
Chin-ups : 7
Shuttle run : 9.5
Sit ups : 55
2.4 : 9min55sec

And to my S3, stop insulting Scouts & Guides!!! What do you know about us? I as a Scouts had learned various things more than in NPCC... We do had training camps, fieldcrafts, hiking, footdrills etc as what uniform group should have been... Not what you said - slack at a corner chit-chatting, attending campfires only... That's a big insult and after all, Mr President is also our "Father Scout" and I do believe that your rank is commissioned by him *pondering*...

Wad happened to me now?

2006-10-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

It seems to me that I've lost my ability to think of wad presents to give to my friends more and more...

I had no idea wad happened... Last time wif no clues or answers I surely knew wad to get for friends on their birthday... Now, the point I'm trying to say here is not against her... Think the last time I ever bought something for someone without asking them is for her... For Valentine Day... Ever since then, wad ever presents I got is onli for her... Maybe its cos wad she wants she reali wants it... So would wanna let me noe... So whenever I buy, she will always be there to make final decisions on wanting wat type, color etc and give it to her on the spot... Maybe it was too late for me to realized this as even buying for her Gameboy Advance SP and wad games to go along I even called and asked her... Although i wanted to give her a surprised, I've failed although she tried to act surprised...

Even as now after we broke up for so long so 2yrs, whenever any of my friends have their birthday coming, I would share costs wif the others as I myself couldnt think of wad to give... ARGH!!! Very disappointed in myself... Even Sockie birthday present I had to asked her and she has to send me the picture of the Nike bag that she wanted... Worse still, someone's (ok, I admit I do have feelings for her but since den had rejected me... *sob*) birthday is coming soon next month and I wished to give her something on the birthday I had no single clue... I even "teased" by asking wad she wants...

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Wad has happened to me???? Seems like my "brain cells have died"...... I couldnt even think straight at times...

Wish the holi can be longer

2006-10-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 0846... Went for wash up and had breakfast wif dad at Compass Point...

He den went back to get change to go Beach Road wif me as I needed to buy few things... Took 80 and reached approximately 45 mins after boarding the bus... There isn't much shops opened but luckily 133 Trading got open... Too bad the Auntie who is always there not there... Haiz... If not got bit of discount - AGAIN- ... Haha... Spent onli $4.30 and had lunch at the Golden Mile Hawker Centre... The famous Char Kway Tiao and my favourite drink - sugar cane plus lemon... Yum yum... Wahahaha... It was about 1100 when we both left and dad still got quite a bit of time to kill so I suggested going to Bugis for a while...

On the way there he had to ans nature call... Dun understand why he always so fast after a meal have to go toilet... Hmm... *pondering* Wateva... Walked around Seiyu and went to MRT cos have to top up ezylink... So sickening as every now and den have to top up... Den walked up to the bus stop where he took 133 to work while me walked down to the bus stop where there's 80... But, being the lazy old me, I choose to take a cab... Wahahaha... Damn it!!! Plus $1 forgotten... Haiz... Fare reached abt $11.30 if I'm not wrong as I was rushing to Bomb my toilet bowl...

Very soon will have to book in by 2200... Wondering why cant we have holi from Fri evening book out den tonight book in... Why must it be Sun night book in den Mon evening book out??? Haiz....

Wad a boring day... Or headache? Hmm...

2006-10-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

Sunday night book in at 2200... Monday to book out again cos Tues is Hari Raya...

The whole of Monday by right we have lessons but cancelled due to some reasons... We book out after our dinner which is abt 1830... Platoon 3 moved off fers... Haha... Cos we were the first to report our strength... Wahahaha...

While walking out together wif Don, he was saying,"if bus 19 comes we will have to run for it..." As soon as he finished tt sentence, we saw the bus... So we ran to the front bus stop like no ytd... Panting while in bus but try not to make so much noise cos 1SG Eric was ard... We got off at Tampines Int where Don went to Century Sq while me went to TM... Hoping to find Sockie's present... Went Isetan and Royal Sporting House oso dun have so tried my luck at Century Sq but there doesnt have any shops tt sells those stuffs... So, looking at the watch, it shows 1915... I decided to try my luck at Bugis...

Went to look for it at Bugis Junction Seiyu and Nike Shop but wasn't able to find it... In the first place I doubt the bag is available in Singapore YET... U noe??? So I thought of going Bugis St... While on way out, near TOPMAN, the most hated pple anyone could bump into... Those hu comes to u and do survey but they were trying to make u buy one policy... ARGH!!! So sickening... This lady came up to u and we had the following conversation...

Lady : Hey, what are you doing here?
I : Came to look for stuffs. Erm look, I'm quite in a rush as I need to meet up my friend asap so sorry.
Lady : It's ok... Its only for a short while. Can you choose one of the color straws that I'm holding?

(At that point she was holding to 1 blue, 2 purple, and 3 yellow straws)

Lady : Come on, will have free gifts.

(I picked my favourite color which is blue hoping to get rid of her asap)

Lady : Can you come nearer to our booth and filled up this survey form while I take your free gift over.

(I filled up the form with as much "bluff" info as I can, when I'm finished, she was holding to a packet of OREO biscuits)

Lady : So do you have any insurance plans?
I : Ya I have... But its under SAF... Not AVIVA thought

(In actual fact I have it but I didn't wanna let her know)

Lady : We are actually trying to promote a type of insurance and saving plans. So are you interested in it?
I : Nah... Not really. I myself monthly allowance is already totally not enough for me to spend. Not for now.
Lady : Hmm... Ok. Since you're in a rush I won't hold you up nad here's your free gift.

I left walking briskly but stopped track cos some tourists came and asked for direction to Jade Threatre at Beach Road... I den went to cross the road and waited at the bus stop of Bugis St for 980 to go Thomson Plaza to look for "old friends"...

Reached there at the NTUC at abt 2025... Went look for Geok Hua fers den Alice... Den went for a little shopping and left at 2055... Reached home at 2145... Haiz... Basket!!! Gotta finish up a 1.5L bottle of Coke as 3SG Chua said we must have it on Tue when we book in... Its part of our Field camp item... ARGH!!!

Wad the hell? Boring week...

2006-10-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

F**king bored... Onli get to book out on a Saturday night... So shag after for the whole week...

Luckily for us, get to have nights out on Thurs... Haha... Book-out at 1730... Went to call for a cab, den went to Compass Point Cold Storeage to buy supplies... The spending for that day is...

Cab : $4 (booking fee), $2 (peak hour) plus $9.40 (fare)
Supermarket : $53.35
ATM : $70 (transfer to Ling's acc), $100 (transfer to sis's acc), $100 (next bills)
Fila : $33.80

Altogether = $372.55

high spending sia... Haiz... No money again... Sob sob...

For the past week, had been training Chin-ups for IPPT before every meals... Funny thing is, at times can do 3, sometimes 4 or 5 or 6... Some more been so much stress... Being the potential IPPT Gold award, I mean I must have all pass to get the $100... Haiz...

Updates

2006-09-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

Fri book out... Rushed to have a hair cut at QB House at CP... So on sat I wont feel so rush...

Early this morning, woke up at 0647... Prepared to leave the house to go Army Market... Reached just 5 minutes before 0900... Luckily the store has opened... After an hour idling around, made my way to Bugis Junction to walk around... Den made my way back via bus at 1047... Reached home about 1213 and started to wait for Jav's call cos the night before we were thinking of meeting up but waited till I fell asleep... Think I msg him at 1615 if he has book out not then he replied maybe not cos will be quite rush... Anyway I oso find it quite late too... Even if he want I oso dun wan lah... Total spending of today...

- Items bought at Beach Road : $24.50
- Newspaper : $0.70
- Items bought at Supermarket : $10.15
- Dinner : $1.50 (cos got $5 voucher... Hee...)
- Bag : $39.90
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Total : $76.15

Was seeing the news just now... Just saw her at Ch U news... About the Mid-Autumn Festival report de... Dint notice her at fers but saw her mum and dad fers while shaking hand wif PM Lee Hsien Loong...

Happy birthday

2006-09-24T01:32:00.000+08:00

No... Its not my birthday... It's one of my seniors' birthday coming and one of my juniors too... One is 2 Oct while the other is 7 Oct... It's an Saturday outing to celebrate for them...

Went to ARMY MARKET at 1000 to buy arny stuffs to prepare for my field camp... Spent total of $10 there... Den went to Novena to meet the others... Reached at 1115 so went to walk around and saw that the ADIDAS shop got 30% off storewide... ARGH!!! Wanna buy sweater, basketball singlet but no money... Sad... While waiting for them saw Ning and Weilun at about 1130 or so... They went walk around and definitely I won't follow cos dun wanna be lightbulb... In the first place I dint noe they changed the timing to meet to 1230 as previously was 1200... So I was like rotting... Read finished Newpaper and Today paper also no one reach (exclude ning)...

Bird, Amanda, Ning, Jun & Ling reached respectively after that... We then went to United SQ Pizza Hut to have our meals... Wanna "hen hen qiao" jun de... But den, dun wan lah... Birthday gal giving treat yet do tt seems very bad... Wat's on promotion we tried... Not bad... Except there's mayo (gosh... Hated tt)... Soch came not long later to finish the rest of the food... David get to eat the last piece of cake we bought for the birthday gals... lol...

We then went to Heeren to see David eat wanton noodles (I did eat too)... Den we took neoprint... Spent quite long time there... We then went to Starbucks... By then Ning had left... Followed by Mandarin toilet cos bird wanna bomb before going to cineleisure... lol... Dun think dirty... We went to play pool but Amanda dint join us... Ling's bf joined us at pool centre... Went to have our dinner at Youth park at 2100... 6 of us den went to pub... Somewhere at Seah Street I think... I dint order anything as I dint bring anymore cash and had left my ATM card at home... Some more I still have to return bird $28... Haiz... Hey, I owed him is cos of the presents they bought for the gals...

I and David left at 2330... He went to Clarke Quay while I made my way to bus stop to go home... As said, no money so dun wanna borrow to take cab back... Paiseh one will feel so choose to leave early in case might miss last bus... Which is impossible cos last bus to reach Bugis there is 0046 as estimated but I was there an hour earlier... reached home at 0055... Haiz... Sleepy sia...

WTH

2006-09-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

Recently posted to CAB for 3 months training... Sure ongoing still... So get to update occasionally... Anyway... Recently we had a trail IPPT test... This entry is about my results onli...
Shuttle-run : 9.3sec
Sit-ups : 54
Standing Broad Jump : 267cm
Chin-ups : 3
2.4km run : Timing forgot but for sure I got the first... (lol)

The title... "WTH"... Shows wat I mean liao... Look carefully... For all the other items, I got 5 points... The killer station for most of us, chin ups... Maximum in my section can do is 5... Me if want to get gold I muz pull 12... ARGH!!! How is that possible when my arms aren't strong enough no matter how hard I trained... Haiz...

Great movie and post before I go in... Again...

2006-09-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

Saturday (160906)... Went to meet Jav at Khatib MRT at 1130... Funny thing is, he called me when I reached and asked when am I when we both are so near to the control station... lol... Crap... We then went to get some drinks and sat down to have a short chat before we decided or should I say, concluded, that we go Orchard... We had our lunch at Seoul Garden Taka... Spent about $48.45... Just 2 of us onli loh... lol...

Spent about 2 hours plus for just lunch itself... We then walked to Cineleisure... Was going there for the arcade but dunno y find it bored... Den I suggested to Pool but he not on leh... Haiz... So we walked down further to PS... Went to arcade of cos... Shocked... 1st time he asked me fers if wanna play Time Crisis 2 not... lol... Always is I asked him de... Had slack a lot le lah Jav me... So no nid feel shock to see I dint finish Stage 2... lol... We then had racing game before he said he wanna try out SilentScope... lol... Lucky u dint get MMS Jav... Cos its either head shot or to *u noe where*... lol...

We took train back to his house because he nid to help his mum supervise some installation work in the house... By the time we reached Khatib, it was raining heavily and he reached his house 5mins before 1700... lol... It ended at 1900 cos we left his house at 1907... Took bus down to Interchange and decided to watch ... Showtime is 2125... So Jav suggested to come my house so as to let me get changed and have dinner... By the time we reached back Yishun was already 2050... So we had our dinner at BK... The movie was great, funny blah blah blah... Think out of 5 I'll give 4 and half... Laughing non stop... Some more with the tickets costing $8 each for us (lol... Cos we SAFRA member mah...), its so worth it watching it...

After the movie we walked down to his house coffeeshop to have a drink and went to his house to put things cos he had helped his mum bought coffee (till now i'm still wondering y she so late wanna drink coffee)... Reali felt guilty cos Jav's dad drove me back... Along the way were chit chatting... Wat a great dad u had bro... Anyway, I've enjoyed myself a lot... Looking for more such outing wif u soon bro... Take care... Hopefully we'll meet up soon...

Got my posting liao

2006-09-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 0830... Was doing housework (mopping and stuff which i think no nid go thru wif u all... lol...) when Sheryl sms asked me which unit I've been posted to... I told her I later then check...

When I got the chance, login... AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Got into HQ CAB as a Regimental Policeman... Shocked man... But I was both happy and sad... Happy that I got into non combat... Sad that I have to be quite near to Changi V... Thought can be away from there after BMT... Was wrong... Sad also because dint get into Navy... Haiz... What to do? (Backside cut into 2)...

Quickly packed my stuffs into my duffle bag... Gosh!!! So heavy... Later went to have lunch wif Shuling at Toa Payoh... Think 1430 when I get to eat... lol... Went to have few games of Pool... Wasn't a day for both of us to play because its either we missed cue, white ball went in and blah blah blah... lol... We left at 1645 and took 88 back... Reached home at 1745... That Javier called and said Wa here... Wa there... As though RP very special like that... lol... Hoping all turn well bah... until then... Tata...

updates for a hectic weekend

2006-09-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

Saturday was an very busy day for me... In the morning went to David's house to fetch him... Suppose to leave the house at 10 as what he told me the night before but he woke up at 10... ARGH... So was like waited 45minutes for him... Came down with Shawn and asked me go to fetch Anson... It would be good if he had told me earlier as I was rushing for time as I'm meeting Chiali at 1130 or so... Considered speeding though... Chiali was locked in so I left the things outside her house and asked her to message me once she passed it to her (nid not noe hu's the her)... Then I quickly made my way down to Chee Wei's house... Was like driving around Bedok area also cant find his block... Suppose to meet at 1315 in the end I reached 1335... Loaded things up and drive his elder bro to Tanah Merah Station... Proceed down to Pasir Ris, along the way went to Elias Mall to get ice... Funny thing is asked CW and Tech yee wait at bus stop they went to carpark entrance lah, the wrong bus stop lah... Funny loh... Reached the BBQ pit earlier than the rest and brought the things over to the pit... Stayed for a short while and left at 1445 to go over to Sembawang fetch Da ge...

While driving was like "screaming" my head telling Yu Huang hurry up as I dint wan the other 2 at the pit to be like idiot rotting... Reached Sembawang at 1530 and had to wait as he nid to bring the gals over to his block thus nid to withdraw money... The gals boarded the car fers while da ge went up to take things... Drove down and bbq was delayed for few reasons...
1) Wiremesh is not there
2) It started to drizzle

But we still tried to get the fire started but the stupid charcoal the caterer gave doesnt turn red but turened white instead... After a long time we finally get it started when the rain stops (we had used umbrella to cover the pit)... Soon everyone started coming and started bbq... Was like so hungry... We were trying to catch up wif one another as much as we could... But fun is over when you have to leave... I had to leave at 1935 to go back bps see the campfire... A quick change and off I went... Reached bps at 2020...

The campfire was alright though... It seemed a bit dull as the other sch pple doesnt make noise... After campfire stayed a short while... Had saw her but just like tt loh... Never say hi or wat... Think left at 2145 like tt... While leaving had saw yonghua and ivy standing at the entrance of the carpark taking pict... Waited for them den wind down window and asked,"wa... next time go stand at the......." before I finish my sentence they said,"eh, quickly board in... can drive them back not?" I was like ok loh... so first is yonghua, ivy and charmaine boarded the car... Drive out horned at valerie and huiying as requested to board too... Drove back in this manner... Huiying, Charmaine, Ivy, Yonghua and Valerie... Funny thing was at first I dint noe valerie was inside... lol... Cos while on way to Ivy's house heard 3 diff voices... Den to double confirm, I asked... Was like so ashamed loh...

After dropping the 2, I drove back to Pasir ris... The gals da ge had brought had left alr... Most of them left at 2315 so I and Yu huang go drive them back to MRT station... Stayed till 1 in the morning is me, yu huang, cyril, xue yang, jason, kenneth... Sim left at before 1... I drove cyril back and made my way back home from there...

Sunday, morning david called me and asked if I can fetch him back home not was like ok loh... In the end went to Thomson Plaza KFC wif them... Kena a fine... Drove them back and waited at david house downstairs cos he said he nid go Marine Parade... Not long later he tell me that his dad and brothers are gonna hitching a ride... So call made one big round as I missed the exit at TPE... After dropping them off, gladly decline to go up their aunt's house for a drink, I quickly made my way back as the sky is darkening... Before reaching TPE was raining heavily... Could hardly see the road but wat to do? Have to go on a I'm hungry... Promised mum tt I'll be bak for lunch... A promise is a promise...

Reached home at 1530... Took a nap and woke up to go for dinner at AMK Blk 347... After dinner drove to NTUC den home... Left the house again at 2230... Went to pump petrol and meet them for supper at S11... Think about 12mn like tt drove david back and me go back for the others... Chatted till 3 plus den drive home... Shag sia...

Mon woke up at 10 and prepared to returned the car... But muz get Ling... She had overslept... Returned at 1230 and made way down to Kovan for lunch... Accompanied her to Toa Payoh see HP and had few games of pool... We then went to see parrots, fishes at Serangoon area... Went to eat dinner at AMK blk 452 i think... Idle around central den walked her to her block then took bus home...

Stupid messenger... On maintainace dun even let pple noe... Kept on failing to sign in cos of wat wat wat... ARGH!!! Think thats all... SHAG AH!!!

updates before POP

2006-09-02T16:06:00.000+08:00

280806 (Monday)
While the others in my platoon are having the last AGR in our BMT phase, I had to do SOC... While waiting, because I and few others were attached to another coy so we must let them do first, just going to be our turn that time, it started to CAT 1... So we went back... Not long later after reaching the bunk, the list of those who have to perform guard duty were out... YES!!! I was inside... Waited for a long time for it... Haha... So I went to prepare my webbing and all... About 3 plus, just half an hour before guard duty personnel have to report, I have been kicked away because I have to do SOC with another coy... Was so f*cking angry loh... So I went on for the SOC... Timing wise I didn't know but I failed because my hands slipped at the low rope station... Just a bit more and I slipped, leaving a rope burnt scar at my arm... The night was spent in the coyline OTOT...

290806 (Tuesday)
Last ST lesson... Also perhaps the last time we see our most favourite and respectable PTI Kenneth Kueh... The funny thing is, after ST, we had nothing on our side to do... But our platoon has few things to do for our OC night... Rehearsals and all... But I didn't perform... Leg injured... Sad...

300806 (Wednesday)
In the morning we went to Tekong Parade Square for our last lesson of 60:120... Everybody wasn't putting in their effort including myself... Not running and I had no idea why my legs were super heavy that day... Couldn't run fast enough... After that, we had canteen break and prepare for OC night... Touch up... Before dinner we had photo taking session... Surprised to see MWO, our OC, as we knew that hehad went for operation and we haven't seen him for very long time... Each platoon performed and we all enjoyed ourselves... Singing, acting, modelling and stuffs... Had some refreshments after that and returned to own bunk...

310806 (Thursday)
We were all prepared for Games Day... The Leopard coy before my batch was PES C and had gotten the championship so we must maintain the champion... Although Tug War we lost to Whiskey, but other competition such as Human Obstacles, Longest Race etc we performed quite well... We got the overall champion... HURRAY!!! Leopard COY is the champion... Later in the evening we had Recruits' Night... All the shouting, dancing and all... Wow... Nothing to say...

010906 (Friday)
Early in the morning I'm having a terrible sore throat because of all the cheering and shouting the day before... But, must endure and stay forcus as what 2IC always said... We also having our 24km Graduation route march... We had POP rehearsal the whole morning and after that we had lunch... After lunch a limited time for us to pack our field pack and all... Inspection and all was done and we set off at 1455... Estimated time to reach back camp is 2330 and we made it at least an hour earlier... Although I had few times nearly fall out, I kept on ENDURE... Because after dinner which is 12km, the next 8km I kept on swaying from side to side while walking and was like wanting to sleep... Lights off for us was 0030 but after quick unpacking and wash up, as soon as my head lands on the pillow, I had fell asleep...

020906 (Saturday)
0130, 0352, 0420 woke up... Had no idea why... So I just woke up and pack other stuffs into my dufflebag which we had been told to bring most of our things back home... After that went wash up and slept for a short while more... Revellie for whole coy was 0600... Just imagine how many hours of sleep I had... After first parade we had POP rehearsal 2... Performance very poor... As poor as yesterday because many fall out and those who were in couldn't stay too focus as we all had blisters... I was lucky enough to just to have only one while others had many... Well, can say I knew how to take precautions... Hee... After that went for lunch and get ready to book out as our fast craft is at 1345... Fall in for RO and all was 1310 mah... So shag cannot think... Some more bring back such a heavy bag home...

Updates

2006-08-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

210806 (Monday)
Woke up very early in the morning as we have got to move to Live Range Ground by 0645. Its the first day of our Live shooting... The grip on my hand guard seemed to have disobeyed me when I breath in and out slowly to calm myself down but the heartbeat and my hand made me failed to show a strong front... But overall its not bad... Day shooting I got 12 out of 16... Whole day at there was like rotting... Canteen vendor got come but very fast, my cash was used up... After all of us finished our shooting, it was the permstaffs' turn... We can't sleep and kept forcing ourselves to stay awake... While we are at the range, almost half of the company went back early because they are involved in the games day... Night shooting came and I got 11 out of 16... Bit disappointed... We cleared the area and by the time we reached the company line was already 0015... Lights off was 0100 and revellie was 0500... Shag and can't think...

220806 (Tuesday)
2nd day of shooting... Was very restless... Maybe couldn't get sufficient rest the night before... The first half who went to shoot the day before need not go... While we thought we could have the day off by sleeping as like the other half had did yesterday before their training, we were wrong... We were made to clean our rifles for 4hours... After lunch continue to clean the spare arms... Was allowed to return to bunk to sleep at 1345 to 1545... In the end extended to 1745... I slept till 1545 as I was woken up by PS's shouting... The others came back at 2300... We were sleeping then and that Sobre went to wake me up just to asked me about if Kel's rifle had return a not... Can believe it? Buddy don't ask ask me... ARGH!!!

230806 (Wednesday)
Counting down to POP which is 11 more days... This day marks a special day for us because our isolation period has been lifted off from us... We seemed to have taken about a month plus of our 3 meals at Coy line as we were being isolated due to chicken pox outbreak... It should have ended earlier but another person too infected with it thus period was being extended... We happily marched to cookhouse... Had Hokkien Mee... So happy sia... To be able to go there eat... Haha... The day was spent on... Cleaning rifles again... Guess our expression when we have to clean and clean... ARGH!!! Had IPPT training before dinner... As usual, I still failed an item... Sad... After dinner was free time until RO and lights off...

240806 (Thursday)
Kinda unused having to come back to cookhouse for our meals... As I said, more than a month leh... What do you expect? Hahaz... We had nothing much on this day except SOC in the morning... Very disappointed in myself... Meet the timing but failed to cross one station... That is the low rope... Really too shag when reached there and improper use of tactic to climb... Learned tthe infantry rock cheer... HAha... Too weird while learning it... But hope to learn it right by POP... After lunch everyone was complaining because we had to do BCCT with arms... Luckily the instructors understand us and tried to keep it short... At night we had E-mart break and I spent all my credits there...

250806 (Friday)
We had AGR... Can believe it? Morning had IPPT... After 2.4km still have to run... Got the 3rd position also had no idea what's my timing... During AGR ran in pace with PS... Finally learned his way of running because he's always able to regulate his breathing after the run while we can't... Now I can... Haha... After cooling down, we were punished with a stand by bed because someone lost his hp and section by section in the whole company had to be searched... We were the last to be sent to cookhouse... About 1915 I think... After dinner we were back in bunk keeping and sorting our things back as everything was in a mess after the search...

260806 (Saturday)
Had ST in the morning... Too long never do like very unused to it and was slow...Had packed everything in and washed my shirts so as to lessen the washing back home... Took a quick bath and do area cleaning... Usual stuffs we do when we book out... We reached Pasir Ris at1100 and went to Mac with LAu and Josept... Never wanted to join Jason, Li Xiang and SGT Leonard... Had no choice just join loh... Was quiet the whole time... Later went with Lau to Bedok... See comics... Then went to NTUC to buy noodles... Later made my way back home by 87...

Updates

2006-08-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

The whole week has been quite meaningful... Well, at least I did better in my IMT... Done 16km road march with Pegasus, Ninja and Mohawk company... A total of 4 companies plus me were doing it at the same time... Finally, we've conquered 3km, 4km, 6km, 8km, 10km, 12km and 16km... Up next is 24km... IPPT results... Shuttle run-10.3 sec... SBJ-250cm... Sit up-48... Pull up-0 (due to injury at my shoulder)... 2.4km-9minute53sec... Beaten Li Xiang's and Sobre's record as previously I didn't catch up with them... Thursday, in the morning we book out to Pasir Leba Camp at Boon Lay to attend the 9th Division Anniversary as invited guests where we spent half of the day there... Before dinner was IPPT test... First time managed to catch up with Sobre and Li Xiang... They were quite good runners though me can run fast too but I was amazed at their speed at that time... I and Li Xiang came in together but different position while Sobre was 4 seconds behind us... The next day which is a Fri (180806) more best... Whole day rot... The CDO, CDS, PDS all were busy with own things leaving us to find means and ways to kill time...

The best part is that on Sat we get to throw live HG... Once in a lifetime... Was quite nervous... The impact and sound emit from it when it explodes can alone scare you... From the viewing bay we saw the distance it can travel after explode... Book out went to buy bubble tea... HAd a craving for it all of a sudden... Haha... Soon, will be going for live range...

Very soon, we will be going on our seperate ways... POP is about 2 weeks time... Counting Mondays to Saturdays until 050906 is 14 days... With that, some might recourse... Very hard to say... Some we don't like some we like... Well, in the beginning no one showed their true colors until IFC... Was like ever since then all reform their own cliques...

Updates

2006-08-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

Monday 070806
The whole day everybody's mood was very bad... Maybe all still haven't really "recover" from IFC bah... So tired... Had AGR of 25minutes for my group... Suddenly realized one thing, my stamina seemed to have decreased... After 6th round I could hardly catch my breath... Later in the evening after RO we were being made to go collect dummy rifles from Ninja Coy... Then the SGTs wasted quite a big time of our Coy Admin by making us rehearsal for the National Day Parade in BMTC S2 Parade Square... By the time my head hit the pillow, I fell into a deep deep sleep...

Tuesday 080806
About 3 plus in the morning, it was raining so heavily that all our bunk room doors keep on banging... We are also not allowed to lock the doors as instructed by OC so we had no choice but to sleep with the noise... Morning woke up cropped up... The other 2 platoons fall in for 5BX with PT attire while we in smart 4... Kena F and asked to changed to appropriate attire in 5 minutes time... After our first parade we marched to the parade square to attend the parade for national day... After which we were given an hour of free time before falling in for BCCT... It ended not long later where we had our lunch straight away and had more than 3hours of Coy admin... For sure most went to sleep as all were tired and sleepy... But at 1400, SGT Leonard asked everyone to fall in to go gym... Which was a last minute thing... At 1515 we fall in back again getting ready for our 12km road march... At 8km we had our dinner... Didn't have it as I got no appetite... After one hour we proceed on with the remaining 4km... We were able to make it back to Coy Line by 1950 when we were given some time to bath and pack and fall in by 2100... We reached SAF jetty as scheduled but were held back because someone from our Coy lost his hp so we got body search and by the time we board the bus was already 2218... Reached Pasir Ris then proceed to taxi stand with Cyril and yu Huang but was crowded so we walked to the main road outside... While waiting saw 89 so I dropped the idea of taking taxi... At least I made it back home by 2300 and called for Mac delivery... As I said my dinner I didn't eat so you can expect how hungry I was...

Thursday 100806
Many was on Attend C. About 12... The PCs, 2IC was very unhappy... I went to MO... Because of diahorrea... At there for whole 2hours... By the time I came back, all were in their bunk sleeping after gym... What I'm sad is that I'm given 7 days of Attend B... Means gonna miss out on 16km road march... ARGH!!! The rest of the day programmes just went on with me having to go in and out of toilet and few times... We had IMT where my performance was F up because I'm right master hand but left master eye... Everything was so difficult for me and I keep on missing my target... How I wish can just go home... Haiz... RO was given quite early and after my shower I went to sleep... About 2100 I already dozzed off... So didn't know that those who were on Attend C came back...

Friday 110806
Morning felt better... Thought recover already but no... Immediately after breakfast go toilet liao... ARGH!!! Again had IMT and my performance was even worst than yesterday... Some particular SGT kept on scolding me unlike the other two who kept on encouraging me... Some more that SGT is my Sect Comm... Did quite a lot of odd work given by COS, 2IC and QM... Missed the BCCT lesson... But saw their progress... Had chatted with Yu Huang about the car rental thing... Makes us wonder even more though... And again, lights off was even more early for me... After RO is given, it was 1930... To lights off is 2230... 3 whole hours... Went to bath and rest a while then sleep...

Saturday 120806
Woke up feeling fresh... Bet had enough sleep bah... Same thing happened after my breakfast... Fall in early to set up water point for the rest as they are having IPPT training... More like a test bah... Well, I didn't know as we had to do all sorts of things at CoyLine... After they came back... Standby area within half an hour... After that bath and prepare for book out... Book out already at first thinking of sharing cab with Cyril and Yu Huang but they in the end dropped the idea and me too... We all took bus... I reached home, dropped my laundry, changed and went to take bus to AMK as we are meeting up for a session of K... Long time no sing... Lol... Sad that only 3 when we suppose to have 5... One is because its too far for him... The other is sick... So its okay for me... After about 4 hours of singing we went to NTUC to check out prices for various items for BBQ and seperate our ways when we leave...

Updates

2006-08-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

310706
We only have to prepare field pack for our IFC starting from Tuesday to Saturday... Did nothing much....

010806
1st day of IFC... Marched all the way to 8km... Everybody's complaining, everybody's tired, more and more people falling out... After reaching the oil palm plantation... Sirs briefed us on what to do... Build our shelter, dig drain here and there... Everybody was too shag after the march until everything did slowly... The night was worst... Because the area is infested by wild boars as what the SGTs said so there is chances that they will come... Instead of a wild boar, a pig was beside me... Fucking hell... Snored so loud and keep pushing me off the shelter...

020806
2nd day of IFC... Early in the morning, the pig beside me don't know how he carry his rifle, go hit my head with its butt... Head was feeling quite painful for quite short while... The combat ration they gave was horrible... But, its better than nothing... We went through some training in the jungle and all till into the night... Everywhere we go also must bring the wife along... Gosh... Because of my rifle reason, I was given guard duty (sentry) on the same night...

030806
3rd day of IFC... Also the last day at the site of the oil palm tree plantation... Was given fresh lunch ration from the cook house... Went scouting in the jungle for more than 20 minutes to find our way... Nevertheless, I can't say out too much on what training we gone through... After lunch, we marched our down 4km to the old SISPEC site with our webbing and rifle... Somehow it seems nearer then the way we marched to the plantation... Night was best... Because we get to bath... Previously only powder bath... Training was even tougher at the new place and I was to do guard duty this night also... Keep on almost dozing off...

040806
4th day of IFC... We spent the whole afternoon digging our own trench... Lunch was on OTOT... Dinner was fresh ration from cook house... But a lot was kena fucked for being slow... Then the stupid Azmi... Everyone was cursing him... He was the pig I talked about... He digged finish his trench before dinner time and knowing that the next person after me needs a lot of help in digging because of being small size, that Azmi doesn't even want to help him and keep saying he still digging when the SGTs said he can stop... At night PC scolded us and asked us to help those who still digging... By then I had already finished mine and went back to my own trench to pack my stuffs into my field pack... That Azmi keep rushing me to help dig... Previously I told him I will come after I finish my packing... I was damn pissed I said out loud... "Just now afternoon asked you help Kelvin you don't want... Now you asking people to help when you so free and don't want to start first..." Later the SGTs came and asked us to cover it back...

050806
5th day of IFC... Last day... After I laid down, I fell asleep immediately... Not long later was being woken up by SGTs and asked to cover my tench higher... After that slept back...From morning until afternoon before going back... Whole platoon was made to run here and there to pick rubbish and all before allowing us to proceed down to take our IBC test... We took 5 tonner back... Do Coy admin... Dinner at 1800... Standby at 1900... Fast craft at 2000... Everybody so F up... Why? Because during the road march all don't want to sing song to boost moral... While marching towards jetty all sang so loud... All the songs ICs were angry with the rest of the platoon... Reached Pasir Ris already 2100 because the bus was delayed... Had dinner at Mac with few others then took 89 back home...

Conclusion: IFC has been the most memorable experience for me... Well, maybe to the others too... Its no wonder why Sir said IFC is going to be the thing we remember clearly during BMT...

updates

2006-07-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

Tuesday 250706
I took the 2030 craft with Rashidi (he too was on Attend C but started on 240706)... Managed to reached back to see the others having their night snack... Had missed out on the RO... In the end was like wth about it...

Wednesday 260706
On Day 1... Did all the sweeping, cleaning of Coy toilet while the others do training... Very painful experience as it means RT for me... Was fine for me though because once in a while do a bit of cleaning for a small change is better as I couldn't get myself to be on training mood as temperature still maintained at 37.2 to 37.4 degree celsius... Suddenly can't remember if its this day or next day the others had been intro to first 3 parts of SOC but I think its this day...

Thursday 270706
On Day 2... Early in the morning had a good laugh... In the platoon, someone we nicknamed "sotong", who happened to be in my section, had this habit of standing on his bed to fold the blanket as he didn't want to get it dirty, as usual was doing the same thing but this day, he stood too near to the fan, section mates warned him but accident happened, his finger hit the fan which was still spinning... His finger was bleeding shortly after that... Its not that we laughed at him... But the expression of him being shock was so funny - Eyes closed to open wide when being hit... Soon, platoon mates knew about it and laughed at him too... Even our 2IC scolded him for being silly... A lesson learnt for him... The rest had AGR but this day, nothing was being done by me... Not just me but the others who are on status too...

Friday 280706
On Day 3... Its sotong's birthday... We had HG lessons and test and I was allowed to participate in it... We marched to the training shed, learned the obstacles we had to go through... Given some practiced, rest and had to put on camou... I missed the lesson on Tuesday morning so I asked around... Confirming that I'm doing the right thing every now and then with the others... With that we had to go through the 3 stations with proper procedures with SBO and camou... Like a scenario of war... At night after RO had interview with PC... Answered no problem but in actual fact I was unhappy with some things but the platoon office door was opened, few others outside wanting to get it over with fast and I didn't want them to hear it... Hopefuuly things will be better until the next PC interview...

Saturday 290706
On Day 4... Did a total clean up in the bunk... Participated in all activities... Book-out day also... After we reached SAF Ferry Terminal, we were seated by the side to wait for bus as we are going on a excursion which is named as Reflection Trial... Went to Changi Chapel, Museum, Kranji Memorial Park, Johor Battery... We were dismissed at Woodland MRT station at 1530... Then I went to Zhen Hua's house for a while... Left his house at 1715, took a train to Yishun and took 965 back... Later went for dinner at Sakae Sushi with mum and sis... Packed the bag for next book-in... Seemed like nothing much as IFC is on Tuesday to Saturday on the following week...

updates

2006-07-25T12:54:00.000+08:00

Finally can sit down and update my blog as I was having high fever since Sunday morning... Imagine having a temperature of 40 degree... Gosh... Force myself up to see a doctor and came back to pack everything... Was intending to book in so as to see MO but 3SG Leonard told me to go home... Well at least my platoon mates and SGT saw me as I didn't had the time to call COS after seeing the doc... If not my 3 days MC is not official...

After getting back home, I felt so giddy that I went to bed straight away after eating my medicine without calling COS... I woke up at about 1400 the next day... Head was still feeling heavy so I must have sat on my bed for about 20minutes or so... Went to have a wash up and called back Company Line... I didn't had a single clue who I spoke to as I'm not allowed to ask as instructed by PC long ago...

In the later part of the afternoon, the condition was not that bad as the temperature showed 39.3 degree... Well at least got decreased... I went to do some household chores to sweat it out and sat down to polish the boots in the evening... What's that? My meals? Oh... Breakfast I definitely missed out... My lunch I just merely had some breads to go along and my dinner my mum went to pack away for me as I'm not allowed to leave the house (There's a reason behind it)...

You must be asking what I've did after I booked out on Saturday... Well, I rushed home, took quite some time to pack new things in as I'm under the list of reserved for GD... Then I went to Yew Tee MRT to meet Ning, Ling, Soch and Sheryl... Sheryl had something on so she meet us up later... We went to eat at the food court then went to Ning's house... Then we proceed down to meet sheryl and went to the karaoke lounge... We didn't sing any songs, instead we watched American Pie - The band camp and had a few games of pool inside... We then went back up to her house for a short while then went for dinner at Causeway point... That's where I think landed me into fever... I had Herbal Chicken... Some more with cough I shouldn't eat such stuffs... Later JW joined us and we went Punggol Park the cafe to have something to drink and eat and chat... We left about 2330... I was intending to walk back as the journey should not last me more than 30minutes but I didn't feel well so I took a bus back... Back home laid down on the bed flat...

Today booking in liao... Have to reach jetty at 2015... 2 days not around... Missed out a lot... Also don't know when is my RT... Haiz...

Until then... To be updated next week...

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2006-07-16T06:29:00.000+08:00

Marching back to camp with an lighted heart and totally no idea wat is up next for us in the following week...

We had seen and experienced the effect of live rounds shooting... Incredible... Now that its 5th week, my BMT has finally started with the new platoon 3... We had IPPT CAT, taking our wives everyday after breakfast and return it before lights out... Road march that seemed to have killed most of us (also dunno why everybody's morale was so low that day)... We had someone sent to MC on Wed night because he fell down from the stairs thus hurt his back... Now L Coy seemed to be very famous in BMTC Sch 2 because of this incident... Gosh...

ST hasn't been easy for the whole school is because we are now wearing long 4 for it... As usual we still wearing smart 4 for lunch... Real training has finally started and I'm looking forward to it more and more... ENDURE~~~... The word that my platoon keep on saying to each other...

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2006-07-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

Today booked out as early as 0715. The onli person in the fast craft going back first to attend the Appreciation Ceremony at IRAS. Took 89 back home, dropped my dirty laundry and made my way down. I was one of the 10 who got the outstanding award and bring proud to Bishan ITE as I'm the onli one who got tt... Oso being the youngest who got it. Juz imagine I worn Smart 4 uniform to collect it. If I hadn't rush the time I would have gotten change. Sad to hear the Eunos Eclub manager,Mr Liaw,no longer at there le... If not I would reali wish to go back the same place to do E-filing service after my NS... After the ceremony went for some refreshment and had a chat with Mrs Yeo... Den I made my way to Thomson Plaza NTUC to visit old friends... There changed a lot with the fish counter moved... At there saw Meiyin but she saw me fers... Purposely knocked onto me from behind...

The Company got new people... A new platoon... Platoon 3 with a total of 63 recruits... We gain nothing but we have to say goodbye to the slightly long hair that we maintained during the 4 weeks we were there... Heard that every month have to cut... ARGH... Still got 9 more weeks to go... Wondering how to survive... Haha... Even now book out is on Saturday either in the morning of late afternoon and have to book in on the Sunday evening... Got even lesser time to spend with friends...

Last Saturday outing whole day worn uniform to celebrate bird's birthday... Sad to hear tt Kenrick has to face wif a great loss... Dun be sad...

Until then, to be updated whenever I book out...

Back to camp

2006-07-02T17:04:00.000+08:00

With an heavy heart, I made my way to Pasir Ris Interchange to report for book in. It was crowded by all the recruits with at least 6 Companies. After a long wait, we boarded the bus to bring us to SAF Jetty. By the time we reached back camp was already 2130.

We unpacked all our stuffs in our fastest time because lights out is 2215 and next day was going to be a long day for us. By right according to the training schdeule, our next book out is suppose to be on Thursday afternoon but because of some last minute changes, it was changed to Saturday morning.

We had Road march and SAF day which is suppose to be on 1 July but we held it on Wednesday where we later have the rest of the day doing nothing and we kena F for sleeping in bunks. In the first place it was like 6 hours of free time where we are not allowed to go Canteen or anywhere else and do Area Cleaning. How could we possibly spend 6 hours on area cleaning where we could only have possibly spend at most 1 hour to do.

The whole week the whole platoon morale was quite low with more and more people getting sick. From coughing to flu and from flu to fever and have to be sent back home. I myself has lost my voice and until now the throat still can feel the lump because of all the singing and screaming and shouting of songs, cheers...

Saturday book out I straight away went to Army market again to get some more stuffs for my section mates and straight away meet the others in my uniform because I will be late if I go home and change and go meet them. The whole day in uniform go Suntec seemed to be the weirdest thing anyone would do as people would be looking at you. We went to AMK S11 on Sunday morning at about 0230 via cab and stayed there till about nearing 0400 when I reach back home.

So far in BMTC School 2

2006-06-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

So far had went in 11 days (12 June till 23 June)...

The ferry reached Tekong Jetty in 20minutes time after it left the SAF Jetty. Went through some procedures and spent whole hour in the Auditorium while waiting for all the parents to come back from their tour. After that went for some food tasting at the Cook House where we later bide our farewell to our parents.

Spent the next 3 hours collecting luggage, army stuffs (including changing and checking), hair cut ($2) and checking into our room then straight away fall in for Talks by our various Commanders. Later we went to have our dinner and spent the night away by unpacking our belongings.

The following few days were still under orientation where we would occasionally have Talks on various issue and tour around the whole of BMTC School 2. In Leopard Coy, they are welfare-based Company. More than contented. The Commanders w0uld every 2 days ask us if we faces any problems a not. Other than occasions where both Platoon 1 and 2 would almost get into fight, there was no other problems. Past 11 days seemed the same for me though.

Every Wednesdays we would have to consume Malaria Pills, every Thursdays we have to change our bed sheets, if Saturdays we are staying in camp, we would have to "sun-bath" our mattress. Everyday revellie is 0515 where we later have our 5BX with or without run then followed by our breakfast then Area Cleaning. After that depends. It can be Talks (some more), Gym, Strength Training (ST), Foot-Drills (FD), Physical Training (PT)-->Info:5BX and PT is not the same, First Aid (FA), so far we have done 2 times 3km Route March (RM), Standby Area (SA) and many more which I shall not go into further details. In Tekong, if we don't know each other too well yet, we will be known as by 4D number. Sounds like criminal huh? Haha. The number goes this way. First is your Platoon number, followed by your Section number then your bed number (For example, Platoon 1, Section number is 2, bed number is 10 so the number is 1210. Of course this is not my 4D number lah.).

First book out on 23 June 2006 (Friday at 1930). Was looking forward to it for everyone of us. Especially the Book-out day where we put in our fullest concentration, song singing as a whole Leopard Coy. Well, who wouldn't? Haha.

Today in the morning met Cyril at SK MRT then met Kelvin at Lavender Station where we later proceed onto Army Market to buy our Field Camp equipments. Not that at E-Mart doesn't sell but its more expensive in some things that we prefer to buy at Beach Road. Later we went to have our lunch at downstairs where we bide our goodbye because I still have to wait for the auntie to finish sewing my name tag and Singapore tag on my No.4 uniform. They left at 12 plus while I left at nearing 1500. During which I saw Azmi, my Section Leader. Took a cab back home and spent the whole day at home unpacking and packing new stuffs in to get ready for next book-in which is Sunday evening. After book-in, next thing to look forward to is book-out. Haha.

Weekly updates

2006-05-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

22 May (Mon)
Woke up quite late... Later went with Shuling to Bukit Batok... Dinner settled at AMK S11 with bird... Had BBQ seafood... Later went to Bishan in search of Soch's present... Went to Bishan CC's Dorm to have something to drink before making our way back home by walking... Was quite late by the time I got back home...

23 May (Tue)
Woke up even later... About 11:36am... Also its my birthday... Chiali asked me out for a game of pool but misunderstandings arises and we both were late... Later call bird out for a while at AMK McDonalds' and treated him to a sundae ice-cream... Later I went to meet Ling and Soch for supper while both Chiali and bird went back home... Stayed till I managed to get to the last bus...

24 May (Wed)
Accompanied both Ling and Soch to jog in Bishan Park... The park just behind my secondary school... Took 18 minutes 22 seconds to finish the whole park while they took the same timing to finish half of the park... Later went back home to get change and meet bird to go IMM to have dinner... Mad right? Went all the way there to have dinner... Hahaz... Went there to have BBQ chicken... About 10pm then made our way back home... Alighted at Yio Chu Kang station and by the time I got back home was already midnight...

26 May (Fri)
Went to have lunch at Orchid Country Club with Ling... Later went to meet Soch and got her to wash Ling's car together... Hahaz... Anyway, it was also her 4th year anniversary with OZZ... Congrats... Later Ling sent me back home where I fell asleep after reading a book... Took my dinner real late also...

Journey of a boy's life

2006-05-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

This boy entered via the main gate of the school, it was an totally new environment for him and he knew that life is never going to be the same as like primary school. There will be more workload, stress and friends. Needless have to talk about waking up more early as he has to change bus to come to school. He has a buddy of 2 years after the primary school he has been attending for the past 4 years closed down and he has to transfer to another school where he met this buddy. Luckily for this boy, they entered the same school and some more the same class. They meet up in school, go back home (they were then staying at Toa Payoh), do homework and projects together for the first half of the year until his buddy started mixing with more friends and this boy too, have started mixing with a new group of friends. Gradually, he drifted further from his buddy. Only keeping minor contact with one another. At that time, his class only have 6 girls and he did fell in love with one of them but hey, he never make the move. Being gullible, he wrote her a love letter, a letter that were soon the topic of the class as they were wondering who was this Mr H. It was so embarrassing that he kept on denying it until they stop pestering him. He then decided to give up on going after her.

The intake for the new prefects are coming soon after the June holidays. So the boy tried to impress the teachers but sad to say, he wasn't chosen. He was about to give up the hope of becoming one when another classmate of his, once said he was quite "lonely" being the only prefect in the class and this boy jokingly replied by saying let him be in too to accompany him. Never did the boy expect because of what he said made him soon became one of the prefects too with the help of this "lonely" prefect. The boy joined in at the second intake and he started to mix around more with the prefects and less with his classmates. The bonding between the boy and his friends in the board were so strong that they do things together such as, after ECA (as previously it was known as) on Saturday went for lunch and stayed till real late, after school stayed back in school chit chat, lunch, do homework etc.

2 years passed. Many arguements, fights, cold wars happened between the boy and those around him. The boy fell in love with few girls in the school, some were from the prefectorial board and some were just normal students, but he has never make a move, maybe he feared of what had happened once or he was too shy but he soon got over it. Perhaps this is what they call a crush. He was persistant in going after another prefect when he was in Sec 3, but she turned him down and later, she went steady with his friend who is also a prefect. His senior left the prefectorial board even before she graduate and they never talk to each other at all as there was a really big misunderstanding between them. Eventually they still make up and remain as very close friends up to present. When he was in Sec 2 that time, it was his turn, to receive a love letter from a Sec 1 girl who was from the Techincal stream and he turned her down. Why? She was a typical "Ah Lian" who got into trouble with the school rules, being a prefect, can you imagine how much damage he could have done to the prefectorial board image if he went steady with her?

This boy has proven himself. He got a post in the board when he graduated in Sec 5. Since Sec 3, from a Assistant Deputy, skipped the position of Deputy, he became the Section Head of Canteen for 2 years. During his first year as a Section Head, he worked hard for his department and he fell in love with a Sec 2 prefect whom I shall name as J. J held a Assistant Deputy position in another department. The boy didn't know that one of his close buddy in the board too likes her until a game of "True or Dare". Both J and the boy went steady together, for 3 days, pardon me but 3 days only when he couldn't stand the "cold side" of J that lead him to ask for a break to prevent both parties to be hurt further if their realtionship persisted on. This boy soon got over it. Not that he's heartless as during which he too have a "fatal" attraction to a Sec 1 girl whom he already interested in (like a playboy huh?). The prettiest girl he ever met (as how he feels). He didn't noticed her until once a rehearsal for Scouts Founders' and Guides' Thinking day. She has a pair of eyes that made him breathless which kind of reminds him of Ruby Lin. He was "hooked" onto her.

The info he knew about her was her name and which class she was from. He got a shock when he realized that her class form teacher was one of those whom his class hated the most but it wasn't so for him and that she was his Social Studies teacher. He would always wished to catch a glimpse of her in the canteen during recess or in the morning. Being one of the committee member, he too has a right to nominate students to be a prefect and sure enough, he did nominate her. Maybe its an act of selfishness but to him, so long as he gets to be close to her everyday in school, he's more than contented. On the day when the committee members were to go to the respective Sec 1 classes to inform the new intake prefects to turn up early the next day, he was even jumping up with joy when his friend, the one who brought him into the prefectorial board family, saw one of his most feared teacher in that particular class so the boy went to tell the girl (whom he like since) about she being nominated.

Days passed and he got to know her even more. Through her senior who is also one of his seniors, another prefect who is also her close buddy. Eventually, she knew that he likes her or should I say, the whole prefectorial board and some teachers even knew about it. Well, he wasn't ashamed of it as in, "What's wrong with a high position prefect liking a junior prefect?". The boy made both friends and enemies with some of her classmates and friends. One even became his "daughter", until now he still feels bad that he didn't cherish her "mother". They were like a "family" whenever they go back together while walking through the park to the bus stop since both his "wife" and "daughter" stayed quite near to each other. The boy was given so many chances to confess his love but he never bring himself to say it, even at camp when they did sentry duty together (dumbass!). It was one of those training for new announcers and commanders did he confessed his love. He'll never forget, it was through sms as its was not convenient to call and she didn't turn up as she got something on. The date was 25 Jan 2005, their relationship remained low profile till 14 Feb 2005, don't ask why as the boy too doesn't know the reason. The beginning of their relationship was sweet, as sweet as honey. The boy made quite a lot of sacrifies for her as he truly loves her to the extent of neglecting his studies for "O" Level, gets her whatever she wants and, once, in a fit of anger, when he couldn't take it anymore as the misunderstanding between the prefect mistress and the committee members worsen, he took off his tie and said that he's leaving the board. Eventually he went back to his duty post 2 days later after she asked him to. While she continued enjoying the love that were being showered to her, honeymoon period turns out a bit sour when she did something wrong that made the boy angry. So it goes on that whenever she does something that makes the boy angry, they argued, occasions he would shout at her but those words were never meant to heart as it was out of anger. It was the boy who always apologises to her first as she's fearful of the boy. From the simplest like sending a sms to cards or gifts. She felt hurt everytime he shouted at her so in silence, she would hit her head against the wall at night. The boy knew it whenever he sees a bump on her head and he too, will bang his head even more harder no matter at his or her house or even in school to "punish" himself. She would cry even more and begged him to stop.

The boy, after knowing his "O" Level results, went on to ITE as his Mathematics grade pulled him down. He retake his "O"s again as a private candidate but in the end, he still failed his Mathematics while his Accounting and English improved. As mentioned earlier, all the hurtful things the boy said to her consolidated to the fullest until one day she can't take it anymore and asked for a break up. The boy was heartbroken, shock, devastated, depressed to the extent of crying to sleep every night, thinking of the both good and bad times they had, the plans they made for the future, he was even feeling restless in school due to lack of sleep. The boy was lost, a loss of words. His love had left him, his world came tumbling down, his life suddenly faces a series of emptiness. Its was like part of his heart were gone. As it was a wednesday and that he has to work after his lessons, he was moody while at work. He cried in the toilet for at least half an hour after scanning his employee card. He couldn't concentrate on anything ever since but his friends stood by him. Even though during his relationship with the girl he had never went out or hang out with them, practically like being "black-listed" or AWOL, they asked him out every now and then, hoping to get him out of this depression. This group of friends, were those that he knew since he entered into the board. They had joy, fun, peace and laughter. He was thankful to them although he had never really gotten out of it. Since then, he indulged himself to work as a Retail Assistant at NTUC everyday until his heart starts giving him problems. He had previously worked as a Banquet Waiter at Meritus Mandarin until he finds that its not stable (occasions when both weekends got no functions but even if there is, both day wages adds up to $70 plus were not enough to spend for the next 5 days) and that his beloved would always want to have this, have that that he realised what he needs is a stable job with a stable income in order to fulfil her needs. It was a very harsh work as he endures the smell of fishes everyday but because of the money, he pushes on knowing its for his beloved's sake. He went for a minor surgery on his heart which almost claims his life, now that he's recovered from it, he still thinks of the girl every now and then.

He hang out more with his friends after his discharge. He made 2 good friends in ITE where he find joy going to school everyday and he like being in the company of them where they can joke and lame around. Now, his friends, no matter its those from his secondary school or those from ITE, are everything to him to the extent of if he felt neglected, rejected by them, he will definitely feel miserable. They were his "pillar of life". Every outing planned he would always turned up without fails. Recent incident hurt him a lot though, as it was being inflicted by his friends. The recent news he had heard about the girl is that she entered into ITE due to poor results of almost all her subjects in her "O"s. He knew this would happen as he had pampered her too much by buying and letting her play online game too much but, even if he told her off to concentrate more on studies and that all those were just an encouragement or reward, she just wouldn't listen. There was nothing he could do but watch her meet her doom. She even got a boyfriend by the name of Kel (most probably is Kelvin bah) as what he has heard. As for this boy, his life still goes on as he cherish every moment he had but still with an emptiness deep inside him, yawning for his true love to turn up. He did try to go after few girls but stops midway as he finds that he can't cheat their feelings when he still would think of his past relationship. He has been in love for this girl for quite some time (even after rejection).

He's old now. No longer a boy, must be called as a young adult. He has since graduated from his 2 year Higher Nitec course in ITE. He's doing fine now, now serving his NS. He even got a Class 3 license which he had always wanted to have but couldn't due to lack of money as his money were mostly spent on his ex. He chooses to go for NS first before deciding on whether to continue on his studies a not. Many things may had happened to this boy but he knew that the "scar" he inflicted on the girl he once loved will never recover. His greatest regret is hurting her. He just hope that she will be just fine wherever she is. He's in love with a girl now but has since doubted his "success rate" when the girl has answered his hint. Wondering who is this boy I've been talking about? Yes, that's right, that boy is me and I'm that boy. This entry must be one of the longest anyone could have read but once you're interested to know about someone's "life philosophy", you sure won't mind reading all this "rubbish".

To be updated without notice. Any comment feel free to drop.

Signing off
Maomao

sHe HaS mOvEd On... I'm gLaD fOr HeR bUt OcCaSiOnALLy StiLL tHiNk oF hEr...

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